Sometimes I feel like I am doing so many different things. Just so I can't stop to think. The moment I start thinking I feel sad... If I let my brain relax it goes into overdrive with worry. That's why I hate the nighttime; it gives my brain the time to think.
Every day I have to exhaust myself to make sure I fall asleep because I know that if I don't I will be up an till the early hours of the day thinking, worrying and crying. It's like this ruthless cycle, that I don't know how to break.