When I turned 20 we were at the begging of the pandemic. I feel like the first few years of my 20s have been taken away from me. But now that we are learning to live with Covid and are new normal my 20s are still being wasted away but this time by me. As I am writing this I am sitting in my living room drinking a hot chocolate, watching a movie and painting my nails. I feel like I should be out in a club or with my friends, I should be going on dates with random men I meet on dating apps, I should be making the most of what some call the best years of my life. But instead, I am doing nothing.
The worst part of it all is that I don't mind. I am surpassingly happy. But at the same time, I feel like sometimes I am wasting my 20s away. That one day in 10 years time I am going to wake up and regret not going out drinking with my friends