So I’m a bit of a late bloomer and have only dated one guy. We started chatting in June last year but because of COVID we didn’t start meeting up in person till the end of October. We hit it off pretty well and he was very into it. He said from the start he wants a relationship and moved the whole thing pretty quickly. He called me his girlfriend after 5 dates and would wanna plan things for the future like going away for a weekend. I ended up sleeping with him (my first time) and a week later in December things ended. He pretty much said that he can’t give me 100% at the moment and that he doesn’t deserve me. The conversation was very confusing and he would jump from wanting to slow things down to taking a break. He said that he’s afraid I might be a rebound for him because a girl at his work played around with his feelings and he doesn’t want to hurt me because he cares about me. He said he wants to work on himself and be better for me but needs to do it alone. He said I was the right person but at the wrong time. At one point he said I could really see you being the one. Part of me believes everything he said and is hurt because I thought things were going well but the other half feels like it’s all bullshit and that he didn’t have the guts to tell me he realised he just didn’t like me that much. I ended up being the one to say let’s end things so he can sort his shit out and once he does to message me and see where we individually are at. Have I been played? Should I bother waiting around or should I just move on? I’ve tried redownloading dating apps but just end up feeling guilty.